Grumpy lady here November 12, 2011 by blessmyheart Leave a comment Not even a week into recovery. Here is what I’m feeling: Sad. Pissed Off. Melancholy. Hopeful. But mostly not hopeful. Bitter. Anxious. Stir Crazy. But still blessed. And trying to convince myself of that fact. There you go. Advertisements Like this:Like Loading... Related Author: blessmyheart I'm like any other 30-something woman that works full time as a teacher, has two kids, a husband, 3 pets, and has battled cancer. ...among other things. I have things to say, sometimes. This is where I say them.